However, yesterday afternoon during "rest time" the unending questions and the particular tone in which things were being done sent me over the edge. I was trying to talk to Jesus, for the love! So in a very non-angelic, non-Jesus like way, I slowly spoke, *ahem* yelled, the following words to my unsuspecting children, "It....will.....be.... the miracle of miracles if someday when I give instructions no one pouts, whines, cries, back talks, barters, throws a fit, or generally just does what is asked of them! Miracle....of....miracles.....my dear children!"
Then I threw a little fit myself and stomped back to my room and slammed the door!
After several minutes spent regrouping in my bedroom I reemerged to apologize to my children for my loss of patience and lack of self control.
I couldn't help but think a sweet little Mama face was watching from above, holding a warm cup of coffee between her palms, sitting in the presence of the Almighty, smiling and giggling a bit.
So this is for all of you moms out there today; tired, worn, weary, frustrated, overwhelmed, contemplating throwing the towel in, or at least or over the heads of your children, and being done with this whole "motherhood" thing. We get this once in a life time opportunity to make our children real by loving their hair off ( velveteen rabbit quote, thanks for the reminder Andrew ;) Sometimes, a lot of times, we want to pull our hair out along the way, but the road less traveled is NOT the easy road.
Hang in there moms!!
~Sara
*small clause*
Our family sarcastically tosses the phrase around, "mother of the year" when we do something unusually un-mother like. So in no
way am I calling myself *mother of the year* ;) Just to clarify.
Anderson
Lucy
Julia
Katie
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